I don't like this feelings

I like you

I don't like you

I hate you

I love you

My stomach

Turns in a way I

Can't describe when

I think about you. It

Does not feel nice. It's

Been a week since we

Have talked. I still sit

Here and wait. I hope

It's not too long. I

Wonder if you still

Think of me. I hope

So. I hope your not

Abandoning me. And

You'll come back. I

Wonder if you still

Check on me. Please

Think of me. 

Please don't forget

About me. 

My dark circles penetrate your mom

Peeps say I don't sleep. 

No!! Nonoko never sleeps! 

It's in the name damnit. I

Have things to do early

Morning now. So it back

Fires. Noko never makes

Good decisions. Like now. 

Your watching my doom. 

5:31am. Ticktok rain man. 

My head's gonna explode. 

I'm always angry. Wish I 

Could stop. A lot of things

Happened. I'm not good in

The head. I never am. But

I'm worse!!! There's always

Something

Something

Something. 

I will see you later. 

Sfgh

I hate this life

My eyes don't close

I should be

Sleeping

Right now. 

I have to get

Up early and

Do responsible

Shit and take

Care of the

Elderly. I don't

Really think when

I make these. When

I try, it's boring. Like

I'm being too serious

I'm not serious. My

Thoughts aren't very

Original. Would you

Rather I ramble about

Whats in my head?

Cardboard box full of

Soft pretzels. Yum

The world is fucking stupid

RetArds live among us

They walk around say8jg

Their stupid shit and dumb

Words. The internet hosts them

In their secret places like wasps

And push their retarded opinions

That make no sense but somehow, 

They find people dumb enough to 

Agree.

Adults!! How strange they are

MY DAD: you're not a baby 

MY MOM: you're still my baby

I don't like my dad. Even

With my mom's bullshit, she

Understands my uneasiness

And whatever. I'm terrified of

Driving. And I hate people. I 

Can't believe I'll have to 

Become an adult one day