Get out of my room!!

My mind is fucked up but I can't talk about that!!!! 

I want to go home. I wish I could go even if it's just

Next door. I imagine going back, that things will be

Better. I'll be in my room, on my computer. But I'm

Not. And I know things will never get better and I'll

Be stuck here. 

My mom doesn't do anything. She's home. I see her. 

What can she do. I don't want to take up with mother

Role. I ain't got no kids!!! But it feels like I do. Always

Giving her money, food, toiletries and such. She don't

Give me nothin. Just a thank you. Doesn't pay me back.

Or give me back my change. I'll never be able to go home. 

Im stuck in here.