February 1st

I hate my birthday. 

It should be a different day

Everyone forgets it. No one

Celebrates it. I don't get

Anything. What's the point? 

I can't even get a slice of 

Cake. It's 6am and I'm 

Mad about life. That's all I do

These days. 

I hate women. One specifically

Women are supposed to be in the kitchen and you can't even do that!!! 

I thought you were supposed to be smart! Worthless thing, go do something! 

No sandwich, no money? GET OUTTTTTT I CAN DO AT LEAST THAT AND I'M

THE FAILURE HERE

AUUUUUUGGHHHHHH

Are you crazy? 

Yea I'm crazy!!! 

What do you want!!! 

Get out of my house!!! 

Stop commenting

Nonsense! You're the

Crazy one! Insane! 

Schizo! Imperialist! 

The floor loves me. I should vacuum it

Rofl rofl rofl rofl

I like the floor. Me

And my bad back. 

I shouldn't have 

That. I like laying

On the floor. Dirty

Carpet makes me

Itch. But I survive. 

For my peace. And

The cold

SHUT UP

It's funny how I have so

Many hallucinations of 

My mom calling my name.

I always hated when people

Called my name. Now I'm 

Hoping for it. Hoping for 

Something good. Good news,

Dinner, all those things.

It's really annoying.

Sorry

It's a shame I'm more

Creative when I'm 

Feeling crazy in the 

Head. Erratic and all. 

I feel untouchable and

So funny. I do and say

Crazy things. I'm bad

Still, but somewhat okay. 

I feel like I can't get

Anything done. I feel so

Bored. So empty sometimes. 

Like in limbo. I don't know

What to do with myself. 

My funny crazy likeable

Thing is wearing off. Sorry

Smile for the camera!!

 I want a camera. 
To take pictures
And videos. The
Pictures would
Just be inside my
House. And outside
My window. That's
Kind of depressing. 

I feel like my head

Is going to explode.