Adults!! How strange they are

MY DAD: ur not a baby 

MY MOM: u still my baby

I don't like my dad. Even

With my mom's issues, she

Understands my uneasiness

And what not. I'm terrified of

Driving. And people. I can't

Believe I'll have to become an

Adult. 

The wires continuing as such

Life's kinda shit still. 

Adult's disappointing me

Always. I was promised my

Money back. Still don't have

It. I wanted to buy stuff. This

Is a first world problem I feel

So annoying like some prissy

Blonde bitch complaining about

How her dad didn't get her dream

Car in the right color. But don't I

Have a right to complain sometimes, 

My life's already hell enough but you

Hear all about it. On the stupid lovely

Internet. My only friend. 

Since when is there ever good news

Someone we knew died. 

Yea. My hair's long enough

To be put in a ponytail again. 

Missed the county fair. Stupid 

Shit. 

You gamble with life. You push

The button for good news and 

A blessing if you're lucky. Not so

Lucky. You hope and you don't 

Get. Jesus is a stupid fucking

Nigger Jew. If he exists, why is

He such a asshole. 5 year olds

Get cancer but the evil live on

Forever. God too. Fuck you. 

ARRRUUGGHHgah

My mouth does not want to form words. Only incoherent sounds and babbling.

Whaaatt the fuck

I barely post here. My grandma fell and hit her head and she's been sick. I don't really get much alone time, especially with my mom staying over here as well. I want to record videos. I don't like being asked questions by adults. My depression has been replaced with annoyance. She's so needy and it bothers me. It's like taking care of a baby. I don't like babies, they're gross. And I don't like old people either. I also think they're gross, she smells. 

I'm bored. My legs hurt. Don't have much to do. Maybe I'll post more. Noko OUT! 

Cold air dries your eyes Im like -__-

It's getting cooler by the day

Which is good for me! I hate

The summer. Well, hate is a

Strong word. It wasn't always

My favorite but now, it gets

Worse and worse and my 

Life's worse. I can't fight the

Humidity! It's awful! It's like

It took all the air out of your

Lungs and filled it with hot

Mouth air. Ah!!!! Mouth air!! 

So gross but it's true!! I hate

Where I live. So hot always. 

Kinda boring

Nothing's really happened recently. But maybe that's a good thing. I've been more depressed and having issues with my body more recently though. And I've had to help my grandma alot though. I'm writing some fics but, that's about it I guess.