February 1st

I hate my birthday. 

It should be a different day

Everyone forgets it. No one

Celebrates it. I don't get

Anything. What's the point? 

I can't even get a slice of 

Cake. It's 6am and I'm 

Mad about life. That's all I do

These days. 

I hate women. One specifically

Women are supposed to be in the kitchen and you can't even do that!!! 

I thought you were supposed to be smart! Worthless thing, go do something! 

No sandwich, no money? GET OUTTTTTT I CAN DO AT LEAST THAT AND I'M

THE FAILURE HERE

AUUUUUUGGHHHHHH

Are you crazy? 

Yea I'm crazy!!! 

What do you want!!! 

Get out of my house!!! 

Stop commenting

Nonsense! You're the

Crazy one! Insane! 

Schizo! Imperialist! 

The floor loves me. I should vacuum it

Rofl rofl rofl rofl

I like the floor. Me

And my bad back. 

I shouldn't have 

That. I like laying

On the floor. Dirty

Carpet makes me

Itch. But I survive. 

For my peace. And

The cold

SHUT UP

It's funny how I have so

Many hallucinations of 

My mom calling my name.

I always hated when people

Called my name. Now I'm 

Hoping for it. Hoping for 

Something good. Good news,

Dinner, all those things.

It's really annoying.

Sorry

It's a shame I'm more

Creative when I'm 

Feeling crazy in the 

Head. Erratic and all. 

I feel untouchable and

So funny. I do and say

Crazy things. I'm bad

Still, but somewhat okay. 

I feel like I can't get

Anything done. I feel so

Bored. So empty sometimes. 

Like in limbo. I don't know

What to do with myself. 

My funny crazy likeable

Thing is wearing off. Sorry

Smile for the camera!!

 I want a camera. 
To take pictures
And videos. The
Pictures would
Just be inside my
House. And outside
My window. That's
Kind of depressing. 

I feel like my head

Is going to explode. 

EAT YOUR VEGETABLES

I'm eating a salad right now

It has spicy chicken and

Stuff in it. I like salads.

I'm just distracted by all the

Meat out there. Carnivorous

And stupid

Skirts have only two purposes

I'm a boy so don't you try anything! 

What are you, a pervert? 

ばーか

This is SO ANNOYING WHY AM I ALWAYS IN PAIN

I feel sad. Thats all the time. 

It's making me mad. I feel 

Like I'm going to die soon. 

Haven't gone to the hospital. 

I feel weird. And it upsets me. 

Only one person really cares

Other than myself. 

AUUFGGHHH IM NOT LIKE YOU PEOPLE WHO LOOK AT ME

Is it so wrong to want to be roofied.

It means they love you. Want you.

I've always dreamt of being wanted.

No one likes being a virgin. I hate it.

My mom always talks about how

Useless I am. I guess that's why I'm

Not allowed out. Will you take me out? 

Take what you want? Rape me with

Your love? Make me yours? Please. 

I would rather be beat by a gang of popular kids

The stabbing pains just get worse. 

Day by day, they spread. From my

Ear, to my head and my jaw, to all

Three. I would rather get beat up. 

At least the pain goes away.